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dear internet,

my new years resolution was to only have intimate relationships with guys I know really well and have feelings for. not that I'm an outrageous slut or anything, it's just I tend to get myself into situations where I try so hard to get a guy to like me that I overlook the fact of weather or not I like him. which seems stupid.

then I made out with two guys on new years eve, so yay for me and my self-control. anyway, one of these guy I actually knew pretty well and had sort of a crush on even though I don't expect it to go anywhere, but as things goes he is the first person I‘ve had romantic feelings for since this summer, plus he‘s really sweet. so as far as my relative virtue goes, I consider him a good choice

the other one however I don't know all that well, he seems to be a great guy, funny, smart the whole shebang but I'm not really attracted to him. I'm basically just responding to other people wanting me to date him, and now he's acting less than interested. suddenly I get this urge to probe him for attention, even though I'm not all that in to him in the first place!

seriously dear internet, do I have a problem or not?